31 Days til 30

Each of my friends who've already passed this milestone have spoken of the confidence that they felt surging through them, the empowering ability to make choices with grace, without apologizing, reported feeling a new sense of worthiness as they sloughed off the 20s. The 20s weren't to be scoffed at, they assured me, for it was the 20s that led to this exciting fusion of peace and surefooting--but they were also over, and that was a cause celebre.

So I did something daring, but organic today (see entry immediately beneath this one). It's still not completely intuitive for me to do something of what I would call "this magnitude," and not give it a second thought. But I didn't feel unworthy when Iasked, and that's a start.